Thursday, December 31, 2009

A Blessing for the New Year


A Blessing for the New Year

Lord, as a New Year begins
We come to you and ask for your blessing
We pray that you would give us joy to fill our days
And peace to fill our hearts and love to fill our lives.
Thank you for the plans you have for us in the New Year.


Thanking God for you and praying your new year is blessed in every way.
Wishing everyone a blessed, happy, and healthy 2010.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Gingerbread cookies

We attended a holiday get together at our neighbors last weekend and as a gift they gave the kids a gingerbread cookie decorating kit. There were 8 cookies and lots of yummy decorations. They both enjoyed it so much. They were civil and not fighting for over an hour and actually had nice conversations while listening to christmas music. It was nice.






Saturday, December 19, 2009

christmas baking buddies

Hannah and I starting to make christmas cookies. :)










Thursday, December 17, 2009

All I want for Christmas......

Hannah officially lost her 3rd tooth last weekend. Both top front teeth were terribly loose-- what holds them in there so long ?? Well she lost one, and the other one, well it's loose, but may take a few more weeks. She keeps them in as long as possible, that's for sure.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Hope



I did not write this, it is by Holley Gerth, who is a writer from one of my favorite web sites, www.dayspring.com. I thought it was fitting for this time in my life and I'd like to share her wonderful thoughts. Get kleenex first, mom.

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Suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. Romans 5:3-4

When I first read this verse I thought it had a typo.

Wasn't hope supposed to be first on the list?

After all, that's how the world often portrays it—as a fluffy feeling that lets us float through hard times.

But it turns out that's not the way it works in the Kingdom.

Suffering produces perseverance...

We all know what that's like—those are the days when we simply get up and put one foot in front of the other by faith when feelings are nowhere to be found.

Perseverance, character...

If we do that enough days in a row, it changes who we are because of all we learn about who He is in the middle of our circumstances.

And character, hope...

When who we are is transformed, hope comes to stay. Because we know in the core of our being that we can face anything with God.

Getting to a different kind of hope is a journey.

It doesn't happen all at once. It's the culmination of our hearts taking a thousand little steps of faith. And along the way choosing to say, "Yes, God, I will stick with you no matter what."

Real hope meets us where we expect it least and need it most.

So if life seems hard right now and you wonder how much longer you can go on, take heart...

Hope is already on the way.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Snowy day

Although around here we didnt get enough snow to cancel school, the kids came home and enjoyed the snowy day nonetheless. They love to wrestle in the snow, it's so cute. Sometimes Bailey lets Hannah get him down and look like she is in charge. She even threw snow in his face and he didn't do it back. Hannah is my little bully. They enjoyed running around chasing each other, pulling each other in the sled and making snow angels. Bailey would occassionly grab the football and try to avoid Hannah all together. I tried to capture some of their childhood excitement with the first snow fall of the winter !!












pictures of Hannah and getting the tree up

Hannah and Wylie


not sure what she was looking at


Hannah and her first earring change-- yea she does look a bit stressed, but also happy that we got 'em in. What an ordeal.


DECORATING THE CHRISTMAS TREE--








Wednesday, December 2, 2009

diabetes reality strikes again

We attended a class at the diabetes clinic at Children's in St Paul last night, called Pump 101. It was an information class on the insulin pump.
Hannah was pretty bored at the class, but I think she was able to comprehend some things.
There were, I think 11 families in the class, it was a big class. There were a couple of girls who looked to be her age, a couple of boys her age, a few girls/boys looked to be a bit older 9-10 yrs and then there was an older boy, I think about 16-17 and and older girl, about the same maybe 14-15. The class was informative and yet almost too much information when I thought I had this diabetes stuff down pat. I learned a many things I didn't know. ( duh!).
Being back in St Paul and in the clinic again with other kids who have diabetes in the same room as us, just brought back all the overhwhelming thoughts of how real this disease is in our lives. We do what we have to do daily for Hannah, and it's normal for us, but knowing and seeing other kids who deal with the same things daily as we do, just makes it more real. There really are many families who do just as we do with Hannah. I'm pretty sure the upcoming Walk for a Cure will have me overwhelmed and very emotional just being surrounded by all the kids with diabetes and families who deal with this like we have to.
The class was led by a nurse educator,and using all the terms and diabetes language just made it more real as well, like I was back in those first classes at the hospital hearing all this stuff for the first time.

Getting on the pump is a process and should not be rushed. It can take 3 months or longer to actually get on the pump.
Our next step is to fill out some worksheets and send in a weeks worth of blood sugars and doses to the clinic. A diabetes nurse educator reviews the levels, and then there is a phone conversation about the results and setting up the next class "Pump Prep" I'm hoping we can do that one in Minnetonka on more of an individual basis, but if it's a class in St Paul, or whatever we will do that too-- at this class she will get to try a pump for 2-3 days. I still have questions, about which pump we want, there are 3 to choose from. Steve was not able to attend the class after he told me the day before to go ahead and schedule it. He had a job to finish up on a nice day, so Hannah and I just went, I figured for this class I didn't want to postpone it any more. There were a few kids there with only one parent, so I guess it was ok.

So OUR next step in this process, is I want to wait until her diabetes check up on Jan 14 and talk with her endocrinologist and nurse educator more on the pump, specific to Hannah and which one would be best for her and get all my questions answered, before we proceed. It is also her 1 yr check up, so I'm hoping Steve will be able to join us for this appt. He shouldn't have too much going on in January.
At that time I will probably have her worksheet completed with her weeks worth of numbers and maybe set up the next class at that time.
After the Prep class, is Pump Start and that is after her endocrinologist approves the pump for her and sends in the prescription. Our insurance issue needs to be addressed, as we are due for renewal on our program in about February, I believe. We will then get the pump in the mail from the manufactuer, and then we bring the pump to the "Pump Start" class, also hoping to do that in an individual or smaller group setting at the Minnetonka clinic.

It's alot of work to get on the pump initially, it will feel like starting over, learning new things, learning how to work the pump. Getting on the pump will elminate Lantus or any insulin injections daily, and the pump can be programed to give smaller doses, as small as 1/10 of a unit or 1/100 of a unit. It is more precise dosing, and therefore better blood sugar control. The pump will be giving her tiny doses of insulin all day long depending on her needs, plus she will need to dose for all carbs just like normal.

The injection site needs to be changed every 2-3 days, because skin irritation will occur if left in one spot too long, and the insulin in the reservior can only be left out and againest the heat of the body for 2-3 days. The needle is small, like a syringe, and it's just like a catheter. The needle is inserted just under the skin, and then is removed leaving only a small plastic catheter in the body, which is taped in automaticly very securely, the site is waterproof, but the pump isn't. ( there is one of the 3 pumps that is waterproof, so we'll have to see if that one is the best fit for Hannah). So it will need to be taken off in the shower or swimming, and can be dissconnected for up to 2 hours, but frequent blood sugar testing needs to be done after and possbile corrections done for getting "high", unless exercise is involved, then carbs maybe be needed. The pump is connected to the injection site by tubing.

During the first 2 weeks, testing blood sugars will be every 3 hours, even during the night. Until a pattern of good doses and numbers occurs. More frequent blood sugar tests may be needed for awhile. Because she will no longer be on basil or long acting insulin (Lantus) there is more concern for DKA ( Diabetic Ketoacidosis, ie: ketones) which is the state she was in at diagnosis. If she is not getting her insulin or the site or tubing kinks or under the skin becomes clogged or occluded she can go in to DKA in a matter of 4 hours. It's pretty quick and that requires hospitalization..... it's rare but this can happen, which is why she needs her pump 24/7, even while sleeping. So they recommend not changing the site before bed, giving at least 4 hours possibly longer to make sure that before she goes to bed that she is not in DKA.

Hannah is not too thrilled to go this pump route and doesn't see the advantages yet--change regarding her diabetes concerns her some, and before we do this everyone needs to be on board with this decision. She is only 8, so as parents we do have more say as to at least give it a try along with her doctors recommendation. In the long run it will benefit her more and the arguements between her and I regarding her injection sites and the time it takes to accomplish an injection will make everyone happier with the pump in the long run. So I guess my goal is to possibly have her on the pump this spring, and maybe even wait until summer so we have an adjustment period before dealing with school and early mornings and such. We'll see how her appt. goes in January and go from there.

Tomorrow, December 3, marks the day, one year ago that would change our lives, Hannah's life forever-- Hannah's diagnosis of Type 1 diabetes. Cant believe it has been a whole year already, but we have learned and come so far. Lately her blood sugars have been pretty good and that considerably helps her moods. We do get the occasional highs and lows and that is to be expected.
"Vigilance is imparitive, perfection impossible."
Hannah and I do have our moments, where she is wonderful, but in an instant she can turn from nice to naughty and she suddenly gains the attitude of 14 year old. I am not ready for that, and want just an 8 yr old at this point. Partly it is her personality and relationship with me, and partly it is the diabetes affecting her moods. We are working hard at a balence between it all.

samples of the 3 types of pumps available to her at Childrens:

MiniMed Paradigm made by Medtronic


One Touch Ping made by Johnson and Johnson ( waterproof)


Also available is the OmniPod, there is no tubing involved in this pump, the pump sits right on the body, and is a newer type of pump.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Hannah on stage- (gobble gobble gobble)

An annual tradition at Dassel Elementary..... the 2nd grade Thanksgiving play. Hannah was one of the "Puritan women", and they all did a wonderful job, brought back memories of when Bailey did it...he was one of 4 narrators.
They did the play at 2:30pm today and then sang 3 songs, all of which lasted about 15-20 min. It was short and sweet. HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!


Hannah is the last one on the right.





The 2nd grade class

Monday, November 16, 2009

The Apple of Our Eye

This week Hannah was chosen next at school to be "The Apple of Our Eye". She has been so excited in anticipation for her turn. She gets to be the teachers helper, share pictures of her favorite memories, the kids write her letters, and mom and dad get to write a letter to her saying how special she is to us and the teacher reads it aloud to the class.

Instead of a traditional letter format, I wrote out a poem for Hannah's letter. Hannah wanted me to write this letter immediately after she got home on Friday. I tried to explain to her I needed to think out what I wanted to write, and that it takes time. She would continue to ask me if I thought about what to write, and was so impatient to see what I wrote.

Here it goes:

Dear Hannah,

Our little apple, Hannah Rose, was born on September 6, 2001,
you lit up our faces brighter than the sun.

Precious baby you were, all dressed in pink,
a baby girl in the house, just to think.

Now that you've grown alot, we are so proud,
that your skills have soared higher than a cloud.

You love to run and, boy, how fast you go,
try to catch me, don't be slow!

Animals of all kinds interest your mind,
horses, dogs, cats and pets of all kind.

Although we only have a dog and 2 cats at home,
a variety of stuffed animals you love for your own.

We love your smile and your laugh each day,
though at times you may be shy, at home you have lots to say!

You always like to have something to do,
which includes arts and crafts, friends to play, or even your dog Lou.

Reading and writing and coloring too,
are some more of the things you like to do.

Your so very special to us and our family,
your hugs, kisses, and snuggles all mean much to me.

So our little apple has grown to be 8,
shining like a star and growing so great!

We love your spirit, your smile, your zeal,
You are the apple of our eye and that is for real!

Love,
Mom and Dad

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Halloween 2009- the crabby princess and the invisible boy

Bailey wore a mask, and went over to a friends house, to trick or treat. It was weird not having him around all night. He also went to a halloween party that his friends mom was invited to and took the boys with ( Bailey, Holton, and Derek). He then slept over at Dereks house. He came home tired and with more candy than ever before, but with slightly more wrappers than candy.




Hannah was a crabby princess for Halloween. She wore her dress from Mexico, and wasn't in the best of moods for me. She left with daddy to go trick or treat with Audri, Isaiah, and Belle and she had alot of fun. It was just what she needed to snap out of her mood. She also came home with alot of candy. I stayed home to hand out candy at our house, since my parents were in town this year. It was a chilly night.