Saturday, June 19, 2010

Summer of swimming and baseball

Hannah has been doing alot of swimming this summer, including lessons and swimming in our backyard pool and Bailey has been doing the baseball thing. His team is undefeated for the season, and became tournament champs....never loosing a game.

Included are some pictures of Hannah swimming and Bailey playing baseball.

Hannah and her cousin Audri in swimming lessons (Audri first on the left, then next is Hannah)


Hannah swimming to her teacher


Hannah swimming in our pool



swimming in our pool with Audri








Bailey and baseball








Championship game ( July 27, 2010)













Champs




Friday, May 21, 2010

Life after a diabetes cure??

Hmmmm. Life after a cure? It's hard to imagine.

I think on the day of a cure, I'd want to pack everyone up in the car and head to the beach. We would eat, play in the sand and swim all day long. I would throw a big bag of chips down on the blanket and let her have at it.

I would never want to look at another carb count for the rest of my life. I would never again count out 55 fish crackers. I would throw away all but one set of measuring cups. I would fill our top kitchen cabinet with kitchen supplies instead of diabetes or pump supplies.

"Feeling low" would simply mean that she was sad. And when I'd find her crying, the first thing I'd do, instead of reach for her meter, would be to hug her.

An invitation to a sleep over would no longer send chills down my spine. A trip to get ice cream or go to a movie would be much less intimidating and buffet style meals would be friendly again.

Maybe spontaneous adventures would return to our lives. Maybe. I'm just saying, I have difficulty with this one, diabetes or not. There is enough to plan for when leaving home, much less remembering if we have all her supplies.

freedom..... away from blood tests, hurts and anxieties, needle pokes and bruises and always being attached to a pump, connecting and disconnecting for activities and swimming, testing and more testing-- "not again, didn't we just test 3 hours ago why do we have to do it again".

No more wondering what this disease is doing to her body long term.

Maybe someday....

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Hannah got her pump packs already yesterday, she was so happy to try them out. I got some pictures of her wearing the purple one. She likes them.

Hannah's appointment for the lichen sclerosis went well yesterday too, everything looks good, in fact great... and she said to start, we will see her in 6 months again and to report if we had to follow the action plan, and then it will be every year most likely, depending on how many problems this causes. So far so good. We have our 3 step plan to follow with the ointments, so we just wait and see. We haven't had to apply anything for about a month. Since this thing didn't go away on it's own for over a year, we expect it to come back at some point.

Her itchy spot started to itch again last night, we applied more cream and I thought of the idea of cold on the area, so applied an ice pack and it helped alot. whew. It looks like hives or an allergic reaction-- bumpy swollen skin in just that small area of a previous site. Talked to the diabetes nurse educator yesterday and she told me to apply hydrocortisone cream, and told me a few other things that I was already kinda doing....she wasn't sure what it could be except a reaction to the site or wipes, could be an infection, but just to keep doing what I'm doing and if it gets worse to have her seen. This morning went off without a hitch, and she never mentioned it, so as long as she doesn't touch it, it may just go away.


Hannah and her pump



Lilacs are in bloom and smell so pretty


Monday, May 17, 2010

So far so good

Usually I look forward to Monday's, especially after a weekend of working..but some Monday's can get a little hectic, but really what day isn't....This whole month and most of next month are just busy. April, May and June has brought about 10 appointments, and various activities to keep track of as school comes to a close and summer begins....always crazy.

Hannah has been on the insulin pump for coming up on 2 weeks now....it's been a challenge, but it's really working out well. She has a blue (her favorite color) Medtronic Mini Med pump.

this what her pump mostly looks like, but she has the newer updated version of this one, called the MiniMed Revel.....coming soon, I still have to get a pic of her with her pump



After working last night, I came to test Hannah's blood sugar at 11pm, to find it was 308...bummer. Anything above 300 now, is a bigger concern since she doesn't have that long acting Lantus insulin in her body anymore. We no longer use that with the pump, since she is getting small doses of the Novalog automaticly every hour 24 hrs a day. If she stays above 300 for more than 4 hours it can put her in DKA (diabetic ketoacidosis), which was what put her in the hospital when she was diagnosed. So I gave her some insulin through her pump, and boy is that convenient when it's late and she is tired, to not have to give her an injection.
So then since the pump is a fairly new thing, I've been checking her every 3 hrs in the night, when her numbers haven't been in the normal range. The first few days on the pump she was high alot.
I got up again last night at 2:30am, since she had that random high blood sugar, and then she was back down to normal. whew!! Really though, her numbers have been excellent lately, and have been just doing the around midnight test and if that is good have been just letting us sleep. ahhhh.
In the beginning we were testing alot, several times at night and that was exhausting. I think we are past the initial hurdle of learning the pump, and how to handle Hannah's doses etc, and have a pretty good routine down. Still more to learn and things to overcome, but we definatly are past the newness of it all.

The pump in general is working out wonderfully. We dont have to do all those injections in a day, she was getting 4-6 injections in a day. It was always tough her hear her cry out owe at each one, mostly out of habit, and then a few she would say, that one didn't even hurt. yea! Some would bring more than an owe, many tears and hugs would follow, some would bleed if we hit a blood vessel, and many would bruise. We were always thankful for the ones that went in without any problems. Just something they say your supposed to get used to, but some how that is a hard thing when your only 8.

So anyway, the pump has elminated the many injections, but it brings it's own set of issues. We are starting out changing her infusion site every 2 days until our follow up appointment on May 27 which we may be able to bump it up to every 3 days.
The infusion site is the area where the pump is connected to her body. It involves a catheter looking system, where we insert a needle just under her skin, and then we pull out the needle and a small "cannula/catheter" is left under her skin, similar to how a catheter is inserted in a vein, but so glad we don't have to try to hit a vein. One poke every other day for now, is much better though than 4-6 daily!!!
Because she is so thin, we are using an angled infusion set, so that it doesn't go in that deep, where as most normal built kids use a quick set, which to me seems much easier to insert. That set is preloaded into an automatic system where a button is just pushed and the set is automaticly inserted, straight "down" into the skin.
In Hannah's set, at least the one we got from Medtronic, we have to insert it manually, which goes in vertically so it stays at a angle. This is the part that has made me nervous, having to do this manually.

her infusion set


I have done all the site changes, so far and most have been good but a few haven't gone so good, mostly cause Hannah gets so worked up which gets me worked up. She was perfect at the clinic, but at home she lets her personality flare up. Steve has yet to attempt the site changes. We are able to order a set from a different company (Animas by Johnson and Johnson), that is angled and IS a quick set, so we may try that since this manual stuff is harder to master. I'm all for making this process as easy as possible. It will be one of my questions at our follow up appt. Once again Hannah is againest trying anything new and wants to just stick with the way we are doing it, but I think we should at least try it and see which one we like better. I also think it would be easier for Steve and others who may need to insert a infusion site at some point if I'm not available.
We use a lidocaine/prilocaine numbing cream to keep the site area somewhat numb for insertion. It seems to take the edge off for Hannah. It needs to sit on her skin for about 20-30 min which makes the whole process of changing her site last a little longer. We've been getting through it each time, but each time I pray that it goes well it takes some prepartion ( mental and physical) and some skill... luckily I dont have the fear of needles, and have had some nursing skills, even if it is on animals, sometimes animals are alot like kids. Mostly it's just not fun to have to do this on your own child.
One of her previous sites is still giving her problems today. It has left a hard bump under her skin and is extremly itchy. This morning it started to itch again as she was getting dressed for school and once she started itching it wouldn't stop. I tried many doses of hydrocortisone cream/ ointment and then even put on her numbing cream and told her to try to not itch it ( HA!)....after about 45 min it finally started to calm down. She was about 30 min late for school because of all of this. Called the diabetes clinic, but had to just leave a message, so hoping they get back to me so I can find out what to do for this or why this happened.
We already had to stop using the IV prep wipes before insertion, because it irritates her skin, so we just clean the area with soap and water and we have these other wipes that help remove the adhesive from the site when we have to take it off, but I think that may irriate the skin some too...but those work wonders to get the stickiness off....I guess baby oil is less irritating, so we may have to try that too....but not sure what caused this bump or extreme itchiness still ongoing after about 4 days since we did that site. ????

Last week we ordered her a couple of pump packs, and those should be coming this week. They are little pouches that hold her pump and strap around her waist for more control when she runs, plays etc. Right now she just has it cliped to her pants, and it just kinda hangs there and flops all over when she runs, once last week she said it even fell off at school...ouch...with the tubing connected to the pump and also her site on her butt that tugged a bit when it fell off, luckily the site stayed intact and didn't pull out. Usually if she wears jeans or pants with a more soild waist it's ok, but when she has a elastic waist band or something else, the pump has nothing much to clip onto to keep it from just hanging on her. So we knew we needed something like the pump paks and ordered one right away and Grandma/pa also paid for another one, since she couldn't decide between 2. She is getting a purple soft fabric one with black paw prints on it, and the other one is also a soft fabric, lime green with white dots. We still will have to figure out dresses, but there is also an elastic band we can buy, she can wear around her waist or leg to hold the pump under a dress , or maybe just wearing shorts or something under her dress.??

Here are the pump packs she will be getting soon.




How does Hannah feel about the pump?
She is very happy with it, it doesn't bother her to wear it or be attached to it, maybe it's a mindset that she new she'd have to be attached to it, but with her personality if she didn't like how it felt she would let us know it. She loves to do it on her own. She pushes the buttons and gives herself insulin, we continue to double check and figure out doses for her. She likes to feel more in control and the pump gives that to her. She still dreads when it's time to change her site, but hopefully that will get easier. Her poor butt (upper areas) is getting so many pokes, we have to rotate sites, but there is not many spots. Seems to be taking a good week or so for a site to heal. When she gets older and able to do her own site changes, it can go on her tummy as well, but for now she has zero fat on her tummy to be able to try, but I'm sure with growing up most girls end up with some fat in the tummy area wether they want it there or not :)

Today Hannah has a 3:30 appt. for a follow up check on her lichen sclerosis. As an update on that we had a follow up appt. back in February and her doctor gave us another oiontment, (as a step down from the steroid cream) and then also told us to have hydrocortisone ointment on hand. We are on kind of a 3 step system with this, if it gets really bad use the steriod cream (red light), if it's just starting to get irritated use the Desonide ointment (yellow light) and if things are good or slightly itchy use hydrocortisone ointment (green light). She briefly mentioned this plan in Feb. and today hopefully will go quick, since we haven't have any problems of any sort since the initial appointment back in January. So it's been about 4 months of everything good in respect to that. She will probably examine her and restate this plan if anything were to come up and hopefully we can go for a year before we have to see her again. We haven't done any ointments for over a month now, and so far so good.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Mothers Day 2010

This mom just wanted one good picture of me with my kids on Mothers Day...just one. Well getting that one picture took many attempts....
This is a few we took before church, and Hannah said it was too sunny, by the way the sun was mostly behind us. That's my girl.







Come on Hannah just one good picture....


ok ok , none of us look good here


alright let's get this together guys....ONE PICTURE PLEASE>



Hannah is trying so hard.


Here is Hannah's smile...






Hannah made me some Mother's Day presents and notes at school, and I picked my 3 growing tulips in my yard for my special bouquet


2nd attepmt at ONE good picture with my kids after church...come on Hannah


gettin closer Hannah


Yeah FINALLY a good one.



OVERWHELMED with pictures yet, so are the kids.....


AWW Hannah your looking so sweet, ummm Bailey what exactly are you thinking? LOL


My darling daughter


My silly son


Bailey

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Anyone want some?

me neither, after I saw my husband on fire, I declined. Truthfully after I read the package I declined.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Is he tough enough-- am I ?

Sat. April 17, 2010. Ridder Arena -Minneapolis. Bailey has been playing with a group of Litchfield kids in Showcase Hockey this spring. The games are set up in the Twin Cities and surrounding cities. We get both our games on Sat., to make it one travel day....most of the teams are from the area and play one game on Sat and one on Sunday.
This is the rink on the U of M campus where the women Gophers hockey team plays.
With the exception of last year, he has played spring hockey since he was 6...in fact the first year he played Showcase, they had a game set up at Ridder Arena. So six years later he is back on Gopher ice. When he was 6, of course he thought it was so cool...now that he is 12, I guess the coolness of it has worn off and he wished he was playing at Mariucci Arena instead, because that is where the men play. :)

The arena was big, but Bailey's game was not big. They lost 0-4, in a very frustrating loss. The game got a little out of hand towards the end, lots of checking and pushing.

With the team only playing together once a week, it's always tough to come together and play as a team. The team is a mixture of peewee age kids, half the team will be 2nd year peewee's next year (which will be Bailey) and half played squirts this last season, and will be peewee's in the fall, so they have never been able to check yet. It's a learning expereience for them yet...it's been hard to blend those kids into a team...but that hasn't stopped Bailey from giving it his all.

Bailey has had plenty of body aches because of his effort. The first weekend he couln't even move the next morning, his whole body was sore. In subsequent weeks, it has been specific things....mainly his ankle, his elbow, shoulders, knees, and now his jaw. I think after a week of rest it all feels better, but then he's back at it again on Saturdays and reinjures stuff. This week is has been his ankle and his jaw that are pretty sore still. Hockey is definately for the tough. Is this how he is to be toughened up?? This mom has to look away still, when he gets checked and usually end up being shocked and saying something like OH MY GOSH--AHHHH> I think I need to be toughened up along the way as well.

BAILEY IS #11